::when i'm laughing & crying in a same time::

i'm laughing cos i'm happy....
it's the basic reason
i'm laughing cos i wanna see people around me happy....
so that it can be my triger to be happy

i'm crying cos i'm upset....
it's the basic reason
i'm crying cos i'm happy (in emotional level)
it's the basic reason too

laughing & crying in a same time??
it's bullshit...
it's the hardest thing...
but unfortunately....
i have to do thati don't have another way
just for my reason....
cos i luv u*


*my special people